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today has NOT EVEN STARTED and it sucks.
i hate when the worst shit in the world has to happen to make you find out who your true friends are.
i hate living in my house.
i am really starting to hate the heat.
i hate when lau is not with me.
i hate that kyles away and i cant talk to him.
[i hope hes having fun though.]
sometimes i just get all angry and want to fuck shit up but im so small,
everyone just looks at me and chuckles and pinches my cheek, wtf.
this day SUCKS.
i am going to sit around and work on my zombie movie all day.
then hopefully i will go out tonight, please oh please.
my bruise is getting worse .. its literally like black and green and dark blue, and it takes up half my arm. its pretty swollen too, its like a battle wound.
i stepped on a thumbtack before and my foot is actually bleeding,
sweet i hope i bleed out, cool.
peacing out with my sixty-one list , laters.
sixty-one reasons why i am a loser.
1. I can't apply sunscreen.
2. Because of that fact, i am going to get melanoma.
3. I think thats really funny.
4. I spent my morning brushing my dog, and it was really exciting.
5. If I think about it really hard, I have 3 friends.
6. I have thought about #5.
7. I sing really badly, but i insist upon singing, and doing it to the worst of my ability.
8. I have no motivation towards the right things (i.e. school, work).
9. I accidentally stalked someone with one of the three friends i have.
10. I had a lot of fun doing that.
11. I have a cell phone.
12. No one calls it.
13. I have odd feet.
14. I still think fireworks are really cool.
15. I hurt myself a lot doing dumb things.
16. I tell my neighbors to get off my lawn.
17. It's not my lawn.
18. My neighbors are my aunt, uncle, and cousins.
19. Watching basketball makes me fall asleep.
20. The squeaky sound that basketball players shoes make, makes me tired.
21. I stunted my own growth because i started drinking coffee in 5th grade.
22. I didn't even like coffee in 5th grade, i just drank it to be cool.
23. That didn't work at all - and now i am just short.
24. And i like, really really drink a lot of coffee.
25. I believe in rock and roll.
26. Music can save my mortal soul.
27. I know that Cream of Wheat is in fact a solid.
28. I counted down the days till graduation, and now i miss school.
29. I actually voted for an american idol once.
30. Said idol didnt win. i jinxed him.
31. I still can't sing.
32. I like scruff. yeah.
33. One person at Starbucks used to know what i wanted before i even asked.
34. I have a Todd Oldham designer pillow, which is often mistaken for a sex toy.
35. I have an obsession with Star Wars. No, really.
36. I watched the last episode of Dawsons Creek - and i was lost for about a half hour because i had only seen one other episode before.
37. I thought Joey was Dawson.
38. When I'm bored, i play the Emo Game.
39. I mess stuff stuff up a lot.
40. I like apologizing.
42. I have my own screen name on my buddy list.
43. I love The Food Network.
44. I'm afraid of the number 444.
45. I can't decide whether i hate my parents or not.
46. I thought i saw Kurt Cobain in 7-11 drinking a slurpee...but it turns out it was just some guy.
47. I read people's profiles over and over, even though i know they're not different.
48. I really miss Pop Up Video and Rocko's Modern Life.
49. The last episode of Boy Meets World really depresses me.
50. I am afraid of mayonnaise, oscillating fans, slipping in the shower and control-alt-deleting my computer, yet i can watch the goriest movies, gruesome surgeries, and hear the most disgusting stories and not be grossed out or scared.
51. One time, i saw a young girl getting loaded into the back of an ambulance and i said to myself, "well, shes not having fun today." and then i laughed.
52. My looks are deceiving, as you see from the above.
53. I am twenty years old, and my mother still calls me her china doll.
54. This is because i am fair, which alone makes me a loser.
55. I am not a big fan of most cheeses. A lot of people love cheese and look at me strangely when i ask for "no cheese." i suppose to them thats like saying " oh, no air please. id like to suffocate today, thanks."
56. I know too many useless facts about too many useless movies to have any sort of cool factor.
57. I actually have thought about trying to be cool. it just wouldnt work.
58. I still think there is someone out there for me, when there obviously isnt.
59. ^^ thats not a pity thing, relax.
60. I have an actual obsession with zombies. And i really think they could exist. In fact, i know what to do in the event of zombie armageddon. and i try to tell people about it (TO SOMEDAY SAVE LIVES !!!) and they look at me and usually ask me what im smoking/drinking/if my parents were hippies and what they did while i was in the womb, but i dont mind. Because i love zombies. And i believe.
61. I have a list of 60 reasons why im a loser, but i still think im great.
i hate when the worst shit in the world has to happen to make you find out who your true friends are.
i hate living in my house.
i am really starting to hate the heat.
i hate when lau is not with me.
i hate that kyles away and i cant talk to him.
[i hope hes having fun though.]
sometimes i just get all angry and want to fuck shit up but im so small,
everyone just looks at me and chuckles and pinches my cheek, wtf.
this day SUCKS.
i am going to sit around and work on my zombie movie all day.
then hopefully i will go out tonight, please oh please.
my bruise is getting worse .. its literally like black and green and dark blue, and it takes up half my arm. its pretty swollen too, its like a battle wound.
i stepped on a thumbtack before and my foot is actually bleeding,
sweet i hope i bleed out, cool.
peacing out with my sixty-one list , laters.
sixty-one reasons why i am a loser.
1. I can't apply sunscreen.
2. Because of that fact, i am going to get melanoma.
3. I think thats really funny.
4. I spent my morning brushing my dog, and it was really exciting.
5. If I think about it really hard, I have 3 friends.
6. I have thought about #5.
7. I sing really badly, but i insist upon singing, and doing it to the worst of my ability.
8. I have no motivation towards the right things (i.e. school, work).
9. I accidentally stalked someone with one of the three friends i have.
10. I had a lot of fun doing that.
11. I have a cell phone.
12. No one calls it.
13. I have odd feet.
14. I still think fireworks are really cool.
15. I hurt myself a lot doing dumb things.
16. I tell my neighbors to get off my lawn.
17. It's not my lawn.
18. My neighbors are my aunt, uncle, and cousins.
19. Watching basketball makes me fall asleep.
20. The squeaky sound that basketball players shoes make, makes me tired.
21. I stunted my own growth because i started drinking coffee in 5th grade.
22. I didn't even like coffee in 5th grade, i just drank it to be cool.
23. That didn't work at all - and now i am just short.
24. And i like, really really drink a lot of coffee.
25. I believe in rock and roll.
26. Music can save my mortal soul.
27. I know that Cream of Wheat is in fact a solid.
28. I counted down the days till graduation, and now i miss school.
29. I actually voted for an american idol once.
30. Said idol didnt win. i jinxed him.
31. I still can't sing.
32. I like scruff. yeah.
33. One person at Starbucks used to know what i wanted before i even asked.
34. I have a Todd Oldham designer pillow, which is often mistaken for a sex toy.
35. I have an obsession with Star Wars. No, really.
36. I watched the last episode of Dawsons Creek - and i was lost for about a half hour because i had only seen one other episode before.
37. I thought Joey was Dawson.
38. When I'm bored, i play the Emo Game.
39. I mess stuff stuff up a lot.
40. I like apologizing.
42. I have my own screen name on my buddy list.
43. I love The Food Network.
44. I'm afraid of the number 444.
45. I can't decide whether i hate my parents or not.
46. I thought i saw Kurt Cobain in 7-11 drinking a slurpee...but it turns out it was just some guy.
47. I read people's profiles over and over, even though i know they're not different.
48. I really miss Pop Up Video and Rocko's Modern Life.
49. The last episode of Boy Meets World really depresses me.
50. I am afraid of mayonnaise, oscillating fans, slipping in the shower and control-alt-deleting my computer, yet i can watch the goriest movies, gruesome surgeries, and hear the most disgusting stories and not be grossed out or scared.
51. One time, i saw a young girl getting loaded into the back of an ambulance and i said to myself, "well, shes not having fun today." and then i laughed.
52. My looks are deceiving, as you see from the above.
53. I am twenty years old, and my mother still calls me her china doll.
54. This is because i am fair, which alone makes me a loser.
55. I am not a big fan of most cheeses. A lot of people love cheese and look at me strangely when i ask for "no cheese." i suppose to them thats like saying " oh, no air please. id like to suffocate today, thanks."
56. I know too many useless facts about too many useless movies to have any sort of cool factor.
57. I actually have thought about trying to be cool. it just wouldnt work.
58. I still think there is someone out there for me, when there obviously isnt.
59. ^^ thats not a pity thing, relax.
60. I have an actual obsession with zombies. And i really think they could exist. In fact, i know what to do in the event of zombie armageddon. and i try to tell people about it (TO SOMEDAY SAVE LIVES !!!) and they look at me and usually ask me what im smoking/drinking/if my parents were hippies and what they did while i was in the womb, but i dont mind. Because i love zombies. And i believe.
61. I have a list of 60 reasons why im a loser, but i still think im great.