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Howdy y'all. I'm in one of THOSE moods again, so if you'd rather skip it, go right ahead (not that I would know either way, I hardly ever get comments nowadays). This week has just been rather unkind to me. Especially today, which was the shittiest day I've had in a loooong time. I don't want to bore any of you that have stuck around this far with the details. The major thing was having my plans (going to Friday Night Magic) interrupted by a school function that I am in no way prepared for (a jazz band concert). Fuck. I'm also seeing less of Johanna than usual, and communicating with her less. She hasn't been on AIM in weeks, she never calls me, and I'm afraid to call her (you see, as I've said before, she's damn near impossible to reach, and it's very difficult to handle sitting down and attempting to call her and failing. Not to mention that when I do get a hold of her she's always doing something else). Uggh... I feel like shit. I'm tired as hell and can't sleep. I've got thoughts in my head that need to get out. And every goddamn person keeps fucking asking me about my penis size (except the one person who I WANT to show interest). Random rant... needed to get it out... sorry for the inconvenience... I think I'll go back to being lonely now...