-s i s t e r s gettin back on track-
This time things might be different
This time things might be the same
I don't want any of those
I don’t want things to have to change
I don’t want each of us worrying about what the other one is doing with___ or what we are saying to ____ because it is non or our business
Sisters and best friends do not speak shit about each other…they defend each other…
They forgive…they try to move on..
They try not to make the other jealous
That’s why they say the truth
They say what’s needed
I don’t’ want to hear from people that things are being said
I don’t’ want to hear that its been stated you would never forgive me… we were never best friends (that hurts)
I don’t’ want to her that anymore
NONE OF IT
Because it is fucked up
We both did the same thing but to different people
So we know where each of us are coming from
Therefore there shouldn’t’ be any more tension
And I shouldn’t have something held over me because your actins were the same as mine
Of course there is something that is always going to be in the back of my head because that is something you don’t’ forget but I forgive
But it is only considered a mistake if you learned from it and you would n e v e r do it again and you feel bad about it and wish you didn’t’ do it
But what is done is done… and there is no going back…you can’t fix it...life is too short to be worrying about he past.. we need to concentrate on the future…no matter what is done or said at this point...we will still feel the same…there is nothing that can change it besides putting it aside and thinking of all the memories we’ve shared and laughs…and many other things that I’m not about to type…but i mean we just need to think…
The whole time this was going on between us recently I always said that if you were to call me I would be there for you
That I still love you and I wish that we could work through it only if it wouldn’t turn bad again
Right now I feel as if we need a day to ourselves…go out for dinner…we just need to talk or move on with …everybody else put aside
And make it about Meister and Morales…getting things back on track
my sister i loveyou and missed you
PS im grounded from the phone and from going out but you guys could leave a message on my cell fone and i will check them and call you guys back...when i get a hold of a phone...