...I had a weakness too...
anonymous
December 2 2004, 21:46:55 UTC
I know what its like... i know how you feel... I had a weakness too...
I used to love it when he held me and told me how much he loved me... I used to love it when he smiled and kissed my forehead... I used to love it when he went out of his way to show me that I was special... I used to love it when I thought that he would always catch my fall... I used to love seeing his face outside my classroom door... I used to love awaiting his calls... I used to love it when I knew he was mine... I used to love the dreams where I thought that one day everything would be fine...
Now I love when I catch his gaze 20 feet away... I love the way it warms my body and makes me smile... I love it when I feel him watching me...I love it that he still cares... I love the memories I will forever have... and I love the way I love him now just as much as ever...
But honestly what a love the most is the way I walk away... the way I dont call... the way I hold back my tears... the way I go out on the weekends and meet new guys... the way I have finally come to realize that he didn't treat me right... the way it makes me feel when he's with her... the way I can still smile and still be ok... and most importantly I love the way I'm strong and that I'm finally where I belong...
I hope he makes good choices... even now it will affect me... I hope I taught him something... I hope he never settles for less then he's worth...
I will always love him... I will always put my life on the line for him... I will always be there... I will always be thankful... very thankful that he pushed me away... I thank god for the strength he gave me every single day...
I used to love it when he held me and told me how much he loved me... I used to love it when he smiled and kissed my forehead... I used to love it when he went out of his way to show me that I was special... I used to love it when I thought that he would always catch my fall... I used to love seeing his face outside my classroom door... I used to love awaiting his calls... I used to love it when I knew he was mine... I used to love the dreams where I thought that one day everything would be fine...
Now I love when I catch his gaze 20 feet away... I love the way it warms my body and makes me smile... I love it when I feel him watching me...I love it that he still cares... I love the memories I will forever have... and I love the way I love him now just as much as ever...
But honestly what a love the most is the way I walk away... the way I dont call... the way I hold back my tears... the way I go out on the weekends and meet new guys... the way I have finally come to realize that he didn't treat me right... the way it makes me feel when he's with her... the way I can still smile and still be ok... and most importantly I love the way I'm strong and that I'm finally where I belong...
I hope he makes good choices... even now it will affect me... I hope I taught him something... I hope he never settles for less then he's worth...
I will always love him... I will always put my life on the line for him... I will always be there... I will always be thankful... very thankful that he pushed me away... I thank god for the strength he gave me every single day...
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