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its one of those nights.. (note the time of the entry. i have school tomorrow.)
well i guess that since im here i might as well say what im thinking right now...thats what this is for right?
i feel so lucky. for so many different reasons. to have such a wonderful caring amazing and supportive boyfriend, for having such amazing and talented and awesome friends, for whoever is up there for answering my prayer, for what i have, for what i dont have, for the cup of mountain dew over there keeping me awake, for the people who inspire me, for the work i have to do to feel the sweetness of relaxation, for the shit i go through to taste the sweetness of a non butterfly stomach,
for last weekend,
for this weekend.
i see things opening up, like new friendships & new levels with others. i see things closing, like old friendships, & walls going up with others. i hope that the friendships will continue to grow, and i hope i and the other people can come to peace with the closing friendships, if that even needs to happen.
it is so nice to have a person to whom you can tell everything to. it is so awesome to know they will always be there. it is amazing to know they care.
me and keith have been going out for seven and a half months. which is ahkgfashfokashfasigf8T&%&%&(DHugbjgJLHLH()^*^% VTGHIOM DAIOD, .
A W E S O M E.
i l o v e k e i t h.