Thank you

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IF i had a heart, you fuckin tore it apart. Just as friends i said: "FUCK YOU" she replied. But now you want to, so FUCK YOU. Daydreams of being your shrine was just pressure in my head. I got what i deserved when i let my hopes get high. You said it was because you were drunk. What does that say about you. I know your better than that but your heart is full of shit. I should have known that you didnt want me when i told you my story and opened my heart and then fucked you to sleep. I wear this disgust on my sleeve. How could i be so naive to think that you would love me when i told you everything i feel. I was in your palm and you clenched a fist. And now i must remain the worthlessness that you hold. Funny how 3 weeks turned into 1 night of rage. How 1.5 years turned into this. To say you are my happiness is like saying that i enjoy life. It doesnt mean anything anymore. Thank you for letting me see that im suppose to feel this way and that i will die this day. But you will always be the same. I hate to love you and you love to hurt me cause its true that this is out of revenge. So now it must end cause all the cards have fallen and its me that lost the hand..

I hope you see my face on your fucking death-bed.