Dec 18, 2005 14:20
I called three people, none of which i really had any sort of conversation with, only one really important tho.
i listened all the way through that long, stupid voicemail, i was going to speak, but i couldn't, so i didn't. All i did was hang up the phone.
I got up, walked into the other room, sat down by the christmas tree and cried.
even when i tried to call her and talk to her, she had nothing to say. I had nothing to say either. Just to ask what she was doing.
i'm really just not the same... and i'm leaving on a note that is beyond reason.
i can't write anymore.
i can't put emotions and phrases into words.
it's too much for me.
i'm done writing.
i'll keep it to myself.