"I'm pretty tired from the trip"

[i_go_backwards]

I can't stop.
I'm going insane crazy and i feel like im working myself to a limit i can't keep up with. I'm dying.

Dying to get into FIT
Dying to get into SVA
dying to see you.

dying.

i'm not sure if im crazy, insane or just down right hysterical but no matter how hard i try.. i just can't.
I want it to be October 2004.
I want it to be a year ago.

I want to not hear about death, bad news, hate and dislike
or about how happy you are

with or without me.

I can't deal.
I'm no good at dealing.

what do i do?
tell me what to do.
I'll listen this time.

please.