follow up

Aug 17, 2006 14:27

to finish off what i was saying before
its kind of weird how whenever you get new really close friends
you always seem to lose the old ones
it seems that in gaining my gilroy family
i have lost my morgan hill friends
and as much as i dont care that i lost them, they were not really that close of friends anyway
it still makes me sad in that i have been through so much with them
i mean for one example, i go to a concert of a band that my " close friend" really likes and i bring him back the set list of his favorite band and not even a thank you i mean it shouldnt bother me but it does a little thank you can go a long way.

for the last few months i have been complaining about my best friend in her constant ups and downs with drugs and all that other gay shit that she has put me through
and i can honestly say that i am done with her shit
she went from doing drugs everyday to selling them and that is not the kind of person that i want to be assiciated with i dont need that negative energy in my life nor do i need someone who tells me that my boyfriend is trying to control me and use me i think i would know more about what i want in my life then she would she says i dont know what love is but shes not one to talk because she says that she has been in love with the same person since forever but how can you love someone when you cheat on them not just once but many times and not just with one person but with 2 and to top it off she doesnt even feel bad for it.. thats not the kind of person i want to be around

i happy with the friends and people in my life
brandon the love of my life
travis like a brother whom i know would do anything for me
carlos always keeps a smile on my face
vanessa my partner in crime
lil erin and anthony for the constant parties and goodtimes
lorena my best friend
chris- keeps my head on straight
harris and regina the girls who have ALWAYS been there for me
those people i can honestly i love with all my heart
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