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eww thats totally sick with the guys making out and no i will not kiss mario i just had a discussion wiht andrew about big daddy and the gay guys kissing and saying i woudl never do it..... this weekend was long, harsh, fun, gruelling, depressing and about every emotion you can think of.... i saw my favorite lily i love her to death i dotn ever want to lose her... mario and i chilled most of the weekend and did our usual hist by doing things that we re not supposed to when we are together i.e drugs alcohol manyt many stupid things we do.... im like the bad influence on him and hes like my bad influence we do bad shit when we re together its awesome..... tree tops was funn i was all bloodied and cut up when i left and after i found a HUB CAP and cut my leg open with it yay it was awesome, i cut it like how my bleeding heart was cut open by.........soo emo that is im seriously turnen emo ever so slowly its scaring me, i love emo people i mean its me im not really emo but its cool... bonnie is going icky on me saying with the boys kissing ewwwww.....still lonely nothings changing my life is sinking no one is saving me because im drowning myself..