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holla damnit man, this week has been crazy you fuckers were here with a hurricane and i was out at teh ebach and chilling in la hahahha, well yea lets see golf has been pissing me off, my relationship is over, my wrist is sprained, my thumb is breaking, and thats only the bad stuff... right now im pretty happy i felt bad with danielle cause shes a sweet girl but it went bad, i didnt want to upset her so i tried not to (if you read this im sorry (if your upset at all)) but things are straight i think im buying my sexy car this weekend so im very pleased and joyous.. my nessa didnt answer her phone tonight and im awaiting a call from kylea and ahhh fuck i hate the phone and internet i have to call people back shit, what ever fuck it ill be my normal self and NOT call anyone back except one person lol (im so nice) but right now im moderately pleased but in a weird state of mind, a confused, curious, contemplating, contemptuous mood, im unable to understand what im thinking right now but at the same time i think i know what i want.... i feel like drag racing really badly and pursueing my dream job it would please me beyond belief but i know i would lose all of my friends due to them being scared of waht my profession would be and they might get hurt, but i can drag race for now, the only one i can really hurt there is myslef, so i must learn.... well i updated be happy my comp worked, and hopefully i can obtain my dream job (its amazing money) so i could by my dream car and have my dream everything , nice farm land plantation style house with rolling hilled acres and horses and a white picket fence, hollla one day.....