expectations
lately I've felt like I can't expect anything from anyone. I feel like I can't trust well on anyone, because I've been let down a lot lately.
I know it's my fault for trusting (well the people I should trust like my close group of friends or some family) and I really don't know what to think.
It might sound dumb, but I really don't trust people just like that, so being let down by those "unconditional" friends is weird. I know, everyone has a life of their own, and problems of their own, but I feel so easily replaced... it's sad.
Now I'm really lonely, I miss, and I want to go "home"... but we still can't have our home. I feel unwanted everywhere.
And my friends? like (most) they forget about me, forget about the things they said, things they promised (not so long ago) and things i expected.
And I really don't know if I should tell them and kindly remind them their "invitations" or just step away and say good bye.
I'm really disappointed.
I know it's my fault for trusting (well the people I should trust like my close group of friends or some family) and I really don't know what to think.
It might sound dumb, but I really don't trust people just like that, so being let down by those "unconditional" friends is weird. I know, everyone has a life of their own, and problems of their own, but I feel so easily replaced... it's sad.
Now I'm really lonely, I miss, and I want to go "home"... but we still can't have our home. I feel unwanted everywhere.
And my friends? like (most) they forget about me, forget about the things they said, things they promised (not so long ago) and things i expected.
And I really don't know if I should tell them and kindly remind them their "invitations" or just step away and say good bye.
I'm really disappointed.