Ich Bin Geil.
Yesterday Donno and I went and played pool at The Wisco (a punk/metal/biker juke box bar), and did a bunch of jaeger bombs. And jello shots. And drank a bunch of whiskey. And champagne... which is weird, because I usually don't drink that much, but I have been more drinking more frequently recently. Well kind of. Like once a week, but I literally just stopped like a several month long dry phase, so it's weird being back into the party swing of things.
And then we had sex...
Holy.... he is so... small. Like tiny... as in I had nothing to work with. And he came like almost right away.
Jesus Christ. I need to break this off like ASAP. And it's not because he's small (though that is certainly not ideal), or that he's a premature ejaculator (also not ideal), but I seriously do not want a relationship, and sleeping with him sort of fed the flames. He really likes me. It's sad.
With Ace it's different. We sort of have an unspoken agreement that we definitely NOT in a relationship, and are just friends that sleep with each other. I mean I really him, and he really likes me, but I don't think either of us are in a place where we want anything serious. And that's what I want right now, just a fuck buddy who feels the same as me about the whole relationship thing. I mean, I can't say it's No-Strings Attached. I would obviously be hurt if he slept with someone else, and he'd be hurt if I slept with someone else, but if we do, it's not against the rules... if that makes sense.
So, I'm gonna go hang out with Ace in a little bit. Probably play more pool. Then we're supposed to be meeting up with my best friend, Virginia (AKA Ginni or Gin). She's going to dye my hair. Finally. It's going to be red on the bottom layer, and then black on the top layer.
Here's Ginni with my python, Boo.
Here's Ace, during a show. He does vocals and drums
I couldn't find a better photo... lol
