i'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
i'm pretty much done with all my college stuff, all i need to do is send everything out. i hate it, i guess for the past few years i've been way too busy complaining about the things and people who surround me and make up my life to stop and realize how much i love them. as upsetting as the summer was and how confusing this year is turning out to be, i think it's all right. i don't know if i believe that everything happens for a reason, but i know that everything happens and we need to roll with it. i'm just kind of sad, that we have a few months left. don't get me wrong, i wanna be done, but as much as i do, i don't. right now the whole college thing is far enough for me to just pretend it's not gonna actually happen, but it's close enough to cast a kind of shadow over this year. but