Heartfelt but always failing....

Aug 08, 2004 17:26

The last couple of weeks have been the best that I have had in awhile...

To start things off we had an awesome party at Kelley's house two days in a row... I couldn't believe how much fun I had... Plus my new digital camera came right around then... So that has been swell.. Megan fighting Phil, or humping him... Andrew and Will being nuts as usual.. It was all going good. And then there was group hugging and Sublime which I thought was phenomenal. Until, like always there is an asshole... And his name was Brett... And boy was he an asshole. I kinda wanted him to fight someone, just so that we could all throw him a beating, cause I know he is a pussy.

Then there was Head Automatica.... All I can say is I think that I had a creative orgasm at this show. Daryl was amazing. And I was off in my own little world taking pictures of him and Head being off in their own little world. What a night that was... I will be posting pictures soon.

Next we have the new job at Eckerds drug store. That job is by far the most laid back job I have ever had. I predict that I will be working there for quite sometime.

Next on the list we have my own musical endeavors... This has been going slowly, but more fun then playing with anyone else. I have been playing with a girl named Sarah. And quite frankly she rocks my socks. I couldn't believe the voice she actually has. It's incredible. I can't wait to play more music with her.

On the personal side of my life, such as relationship status.... I like Sarah, and I have for quite sometime on and off had a thing for her. Which is weird cause she is 2 years younger than me. And I think that if she didn't have a boyfriend, my odds would be way better. Cause honestly, I think that she does or would like me like that. She is definately one of the most intelligent, creative, and fun people that I have ever met. Also one of the most understanding, and forgiving. Plus she is basically the female version of me. some shit that she says, just makes me laugh cause it's something I would of said. I hope this thing goes well with her... Cause I don't think I'm gonna give up on it.

Last night we had a party at Will Shaw's house. It was a usual party. But, I think that it wasn't as fun as it should of been. For instance, no one was into the party. I was going around taking pictures for Will, and everyone was like wow you should stop taking pictures... It's a fucking party, there are going to be a lot of pictures taken... Get over it and fucking relax... Then we were all promised bubble bath wrestling. This didn't happen... Actually, the reason this did not happen is quite humurous. Will Shaw, and his cousin Brian went to the store to buy a kiddie pool... Somehow, Will managed to buy a god damn solar cover for a kiddie pool, instead of the actual god damn pool. I still don't know how one does this. Tom Kerrigan.... Where to begin with that one... I haven't seen that kid or heard from him in at least 2 years. When he came to my house last night it made my summer complete. I have been lacking him lately. I had wished that we hadn't lost touch over the years but we kinda did. But, when he was here last night, it was like we never had. We were talking, making jokes, and all kinds of shit. I hope to see him again next weekend... Or maybe even during the week.

Here is a new set of lyrics that I am working on, to go with a song that I am writing for Sarah... To sing...

Bryan

"Heartfelt Teardrops"

Heartfelt,
Your smile,
Dreaming,
Of something more.

Heartfelt,
Your stare,
Rain drops,
While I'm walking with you.

Blue skies,
And I feel like crying,
Tears that flow like a river,
Through your heart...

Blue skies,
And I feel like crying,
Tears that flow like a river,
Through your heart...

Waiting for the rain to come,
So I can walk with you...

Lemme know what you think...
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