Untolerable mistakes....

Jun 29, 2004 23:00

How could it be that I always end up with the shit end of the stick when it comes to girls? How is it possible you might ask? I will tell you ( Read more... )

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songstress915 June 30 2004, 22:51:35 UTC
I don't know what to say to you right now. I don't feel like apologizing. Not one bit. I don't feel like apologizing for all the shit that you said about me. For the people who thought I was a cheating, heartless bitch.

oh, and how do you think I found out? Intuition?
nope... my sister told me

now, how did my sister know, you might ask? She found out at school

who did she find out from?!

your best friends girl friend.

don't even try to tell me that I ruined any chance you might have had. You can be so full of it sometimes. And if ALL those people besides me knew, how long do you think it REALLY would have taken?

and don't think anything you say can hurt me, or scare me. Like that horrible low blow. Oh wow, look at big and mighty, and oh so emotionally strong you, trying to attack me at the one place which I have made as public as possible.

I almost feel like saying "Fuck you" or "Go fuck yourself" or "fuck off" but I won't.
Because I really don't feel like saying it.

Maybe I just want to say, how much do you trust everyone around you? How well do you know them?

maybe I don't want to.

Maybe I just want to say that your life is yours, and mine is mine. So, it's about time you grew up, and don't blame me. Don't even TRY to blame me for anything that doesn't go perfectly according to your will and desires.

Oh one more thing. I knew for over a week before she found out. Hell, I didn't even see her until then. So I wasn't out to hurt you.
Get over it.

And call me whatever you'd like to call me. YOUR words will not hurt me. Believe it or not, I won't succumb to that immature, spiteful, low blow crap.

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Awesome... i_feel_too July 1 2004, 12:23:45 UTC
Thats real cool but you were still the one to talk to her about that bullshit... And you know what I am and always will be emotionally stronger than you... And as for friends... I have plenty of friends that I know I can trust around me. For instance, I know that Andrew, Shawn, Mike, John, Jess, Chris, Stefan, Ian, Everett, will all have my back when ever I would need it. In fact they already have had my back in numerous situations. Where were you through certain things, oh thats right you were there to tell me I was wrong... Even when we were going out... And as for our relationship... I want you to know that I was popping pills just to make our relationship last... Cause if I didn't have my lithium... Or vicadin before hanging out with you... That shit would have went down hill real fast... Cause I would have realized the psychotic bitch/complete upset you were too me. Sure there were some great moments. But thats all it was. Just a great moment... One that will always be forgotten... Or maybe at best joked about by Andrew or Shawn... For how stupid I was to date someone who just brought me down to her emotional level...... And if thats hard for you to understand... Oh well... But all I got to say is if you don't want to cause more problems I suggest you stay the fuck away from me, at all costs...

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Re: Awesome... songstress915 July 1 2004, 21:31:21 UTC
don't threaten me

and don't even think you're getting the upper hand here.

and if it was so hard being with me

why the fuck was I the one who broke up with you.

think you're such a big man, but you know what? YOU stay out of MY life

and leave me the fuck alone

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Re: Awesome... i_feel_too July 1 2004, 22:26:32 UTC
Thanks for everything and nothing. And you know what if you wanted me out of your life you would stop replying... Thats all I got to say... Oh yeah and SWALLOW BITCH SWALLOW.....................

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