A whole bunch of venting
Summer is almost over and now all I am thinking is spring break and how we are getting no where close to booking a place, college, and meeting someone I can love. This summer has been fun, but I can't really remember any times that really stand out. I feel like I've done a lot of growing up and so have a lot of my friends. Next year should be really interesting beucase I know that I have changed a lot since freshman year. I've been thinking more serioulsy. I feel like I'm not that outgoing crazy Christen I used to be. (Or at least now to a more calm level.) I now know what I'm looking for and what I want to do with my life, minus the whole career thing. I think I am just ready to grow up and be more independant from my friends, but find someone who will be there and share the same type of feelings.
Another thought that has been on my mind is how I feel annoyed with people lately. Not really people but girls and how much they exagerate things, talk about eachother, and how they act like they don't care about what happens with their friends. Maybe it is just because I'm usually not around girls that often but this summer I feel like I have. I dunno...it might be just because I don't feel like I act that way and to see other people do it I just don't understand why. I kinda feel like I want to start things over and go somewhere new. Perhaps I feel that way so I can meet someone that I can have a relationship with that is longer than 3 months, or maybe it's just to get away from some people for a while and find someone new. I have no idea what made me think about all of this but there ya go.
Another thought that has been on my mind is how I feel annoyed with people lately. Not really people but girls and how much they exagerate things, talk about eachother, and how they act like they don't care about what happens with their friends. Maybe it is just because I'm usually not around girls that often but this summer I feel like I have. I dunno...it might be just because I don't feel like I act that way and to see other people do it I just don't understand why. I kinda feel like I want to start things over and go somewhere new. Perhaps I feel that way so I can meet someone that I can have a relationship with that is longer than 3 months, or maybe it's just to get away from some people for a while and find someone new. I have no idea what made me think about all of this but there ya go.