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i'm working on the final touches of a history project...and it is around 1.40 ante meridian. if anyone knows my house, my computer and my back door (basically solid glass) face one another. when i'm the only one up, i make up strange noises in my head and i get scared. well...i'm sitting at the computer and i turn around in the spinny chair. i swear i see a face at my back door. i could totally be making it up. i probably am. i dunno if it's glares from the lights or just demons tricking me, but it's making me want to pee. i'm kinda frozen in my chair. my fingers are moving on the keyboard. i'm scared to blow my nose because i don't want to make noise or move too much. i HATE being paranoid. i can almost say for a fact that there is no one outside my back door staring at me. BUT my freakish way of thinking and my uneasy night-time nerves tell me otherwise. we need to put a curtain er somethin over the back door at night. i just blew my nose. that's a step. geez, i'm so weird. i don't like this at ALL!!!!!! i don't want to be one of those skitzos (i know...spelling) who thinks the world is out to get them. i just wanna finish my project and go to bed in one piece!!!