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Well I have moved into school
I was pretty lonely last night...my room mate is great, but the whole issue I was having up here with Colin (Anderson's old room mate) made it more difficult for me to hang out with everyone.
Today...and I must say I am very proud of myself. I faced my fear and joined a convo that Colin and my room mate were having. COlin and I exchanged words and eye contact. Now, that may not sound like much, but we haven't spoken, or even looked at each other for the past 6 or 7 months. Pretty childish, but I knew it had to end, and when Colin blew off my apology letter I knew I was overall the bigger person, so I acted on it.
It feels like a huge weight off my shoulders. I know everything isn't better, but to have that wall broken down between us, even a little bit it so great. This was my one concern at school, it made me not want to come back to Alma, and now I feel so great about what I did.
Well, now that I've expressed how proud of me I am... sorry :P I'm so glad to be back at school, the more people that move in the better I feel.
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! I could just float away on a cloud!
I was pretty lonely last night...my room mate is great, but the whole issue I was having up here with Colin (Anderson's old room mate) made it more difficult for me to hang out with everyone.
Today...and I must say I am very proud of myself. I faced my fear and joined a convo that Colin and my room mate were having. COlin and I exchanged words and eye contact. Now, that may not sound like much, but we haven't spoken, or even looked at each other for the past 6 or 7 months. Pretty childish, but I knew it had to end, and when Colin blew off my apology letter I knew I was overall the bigger person, so I acted on it.
It feels like a huge weight off my shoulders. I know everything isn't better, but to have that wall broken down between us, even a little bit it so great. This was my one concern at school, it made me not want to come back to Alma, and now I feel so great about what I did.
Well, now that I've expressed how proud of me I am... sorry :P I'm so glad to be back at school, the more people that move in the better I feel.
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! I could just float away on a cloud!