Update much?! or maybe a little venting

[i_eat_heroin]

i dunno why but i felt like updating. the little decorations google does on their homepage are always so cute. like right now its got garland and a big red bow on it. it made me smile. i love christmas. the only thing i hate about christmas is retail. retail is gay. plus i have a psycho hose beast for a manager who smells of old vagina and ciggarettes. she seriously doesn't shower for like days. you can see the crease in her hair from a pony tail in her hair that hasn't been washed in years. and she cant do anything by herself. it's like she's a toddler and i have to hold her hand with everything she does. and she freaks out about the most random things. like if she puts her coffee down somewhere and forgets where she puts it, i have to stop what i'm doing, and help her look for it. and the whole time we're looking, she's having a tantrum about it. like, how old are we? and she'll like ask my opinion of something and after i tell her what i think, she'll say "i was thinking that too." every fucking time. like, well if thats what you were thinking, then why did you ask for my opinion? i feel more like mommy and baby, then i do manager and assistant. i don't it. i don't her. and i probably never will. and for the record, when i leave that place, it's gonna crumble to the ground. mark my words.

i want a new desk. cisco just bought me this killer chair, so now i need a new nice desk with lots o space. i was gonna put my corner desk back in here but it won't fit. thats hella gay cuz it's like perfect. oh well, i'll just go buy a new one.

ok im gonna go scrim now.

random fact: my mom was on birth control when she became pregnant with me.