This is my Liz post?
Haha, I don't think anybody else will get a post though. I don't know, maybe they will. Maybe that'll be my new thing to do, since I don't generally have anything to write about. Probably not though.
So I had a good day, but I will end on a bit of a sour note. Good days come very rarely for me, but they happen... sometimes. The down note is that Liz is really upset. This isn't a guilt post in any way, but a realization that people I HAVEN'T EVEN MET BEFORE have such an affect on my 'life'. When I think of Liz I think of cake and smiley people dancing in a huge bowl of pudding... seriously. Though this is based mainly on silly things I associate with her, it makes me happy. Just thinking of somebody can make me happy, and I found that surreal. The number of people that that have this affect on me is almost non-existent. This is when I realized that the fact that I've never met her, or truly truly know her, or whatever is even relevant. I mean, if I can just see Liz on and go "Hey, it's Liz!" then the cake thoughts and the pudding, or WHATEVER. You know, if just that can put a smile on my face with no justification whatsoever. That's pretty amazing. To me at least, I dunno. So, thanks. I don't want to think of Liz, and then crying and sad thoughts come to mind. Wish you the best. Stay black, Liz. <3
Okay, it's 5:20AM and I remembered a while ago that I have tickets to see Bad Religion later. Bad Religion today means two good days in a row. Which just does not happen. So I should have went to sleep when I remembered I had to be up, but then I wrote this. Bad idea? Whatever. Goodmornight.
Lissa <3
xo.
So I had a good day, but I will end on a bit of a sour note. Good days come very rarely for me, but they happen... sometimes. The down note is that Liz is really upset. This isn't a guilt post in any way, but a realization that people I HAVEN'T EVEN MET BEFORE have such an affect on my 'life'. When I think of Liz I think of cake and smiley people dancing in a huge bowl of pudding... seriously. Though this is based mainly on silly things I associate with her, it makes me happy. Just thinking of somebody can make me happy, and I found that surreal. The number of people that that have this affect on me is almost non-existent. This is when I realized that the fact that I've never met her, or truly truly know her, or whatever is even relevant. I mean, if I can just see Liz on and go "Hey, it's Liz!" then the cake thoughts and the pudding, or WHATEVER. You know, if just that can put a smile on my face with no justification whatsoever. That's pretty amazing. To me at least, I dunno. So, thanks. I don't want to think of Liz, and then crying and sad thoughts come to mind. Wish you the best. Stay black, Liz. <3
Okay, it's 5:20AM and I remembered a while ago that I have tickets to see Bad Religion later. Bad Religion today means two good days in a row. Which just does not happen. So I should have went to sleep when I remembered I had to be up, but then I wrote this. Bad idea? Whatever. Goodmornight.
Lissa <3
xo.