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soooo went to the doctors yesterday, sept. 19th to be exact, had a 2:45 appointment for an ultrasound!! it was soooo fucking awesome i saw her beautiful little face...although it was black and white she still looked soo fucking beautiful, they estimate she weighs about 8 lbs, im a bit scared about that because she isnt done growing yet lol...she is still gaining weight and i dont want to get cut open, c-section or any other cutting if u know what i mean...my doctor says if nothing happens by next week they will induce me the following week...i think for the most part we're ready, about as ready as we can be...we got everything set up i got the bags packed, i washed all her clothes and folded it all and put it away...we have diapers and wipes and soooo much wash cloths and soap and all that stuff we are supposed to have, i still need a few things, like a breast pump...but thats not a must have right now...im not working so i dont have to pump until i go back to work...we need a high chair, but she cant use that til she starts eating baby food, and can sit up on her own so im not worried about it too much yet, her bedroom isnt finished yet, but she isnt gonna be sleeping in it for the first few months and its coming along pretty good considering when we started it and how bad of shape it was in before...i am sooo done being pregnant i cant wait for all of this to be over, i just want my fucking baby!! i am so anxious to hold her!! i need to meet my baby lol...well thats all i got for now!! wish me luck, and i hope everything goes well..