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what a piece of shit day, i feel really crapy. i can't stop thinking about certain things and certain people, its really making me sick. My bedroom is all hot and stuffy, which isn’t making me anymore comfortable, I don’t want to leave it though because that means I have to be social, which isn’t something im willing to do right now. Im tired and I feel that I have been all used up. I cant do this to myself anymore, I need to fuckin face the facts and MOOVE ON!!! You know how sometimes you feel that you are really clever, that maybe you have really built some credibility for yourself, then out of no where it’s gone, you realize no one REALLY gives a fuck, or that you are the only one that is willing to sacrifice yourself for someone else. People are so damn selfish and im fucking tired of it. My eyes are heavy im going to go lay down, maybe I will stay there…