hmmm.... :: karate noises::
well yesterday ummm... the morning was ok. i started readin because i was bored... and got way into it. so i went and sat alone so it'd be quieter... but then i went back to sit with everyone, and the book called to me so i read more... god the book is so sad... before school it made me cry... during 2nd i was seriously having troubles not crying... the book is not only about something i have went through (not to THAT extent, but still) but it is written how i'd talk about my experiences... but anyways... 2nd period after i was done reading it slowly started getting better. i didn't really notice it was getting better until i was made to be uber uncomfy. but it was worth it. i like hearing when i look good, especially when i dont feel it. so, thank you! hmmm another confusing 2nd period tho... maybe i'll figure it out. well 3rd, i got out and sat reading some more. was hoping for someone to come talk, but noone did, so i went into the library where i feel most comfy lol. pathetic really. so i worked and hung out with megan. she's cool. but a major crackhead lol. i was one too. when i was in the back room i started growling and talking to myself lol. but then kylea came up and ruined the mood (the happy one) cuz she was all PMS-ish. was hoping to see someone to ask something kinda important... didn't see her :: shrug:: well 5th sucked, but it pretty much always does. 6th, i got out of class to read again lol. then after school i went up and tlaked to erin and alyssa for a bit. haven't talked to alyssa for ages, it was cool. except she reminded me of the 4-some shower ICK! lol. nah, it wasn't that bad. just funny. hmmm so gramma shu-shu came and picked me and brad up. well brad got his hair done, and i got to help my gramma shu-shu. so we both got good things :-) oh, and im prolly gonna get my lip pierced! but then we came back after like 2 hours of brad being a woman and me and shu-shu shopping (for brad lol) and cleaning her car. i went took a nap outside, that was really nice. then i played cs for about 5 mins. then i went and took another nap... and woke up when inspiration hit me... lol. so i got up and did something contructive. not sure if it can be seen tho... if u ask, maybe. hmmm well then i got up and CS'd until about 2:30 am lol. only stopped cuz nubtard kyle started feeling sick and had to go lol. got out of cs and found out i missed dawntel's msg. i feel so bad about it. i hope she doesn't think i was ignoring her... :-( but then i went to bed, slept off and on until about 11-11:30 am. mostly bad dreams, and a couple nice ones. but the last one was horrible... got woken up by zach yelling at me to go help my gramma cuz she was outside. so i got up, cuz i said i'd help her, and i was MASS uncomfy... damn i hate mornings... so then i showered, and here i am! but not for long... ima go spend the day (and prolly night) with brad and nichole out in M LT. fun fun. i dont really want to... but oh well. noone called or said they wanted to hang out. and the party in marysville got cancelled :-( lol oh well. in a few weeks there's gonna be one so it's all good. hmm well people call me? you should all have my number, and if not its in previous posts. (i know it woulda been easier to just say it than it was to type all of this lol) OH i have these COOL ass glass balls i took outta something, they pwn! maybe i'll let you hold my balls? you can rub them, and roll them in your hand, and even just play with them. lol well im out all, catch y'alls on the flip side.