Apr 15, 2006 12:51
i hate this house.
everything a fucking bout it just makes me want to bomb it.
being in it makes me thing about shit, that's the last thing I need right now.
"oh, get over it. in a little while you will be wondering why you where even sad about it."
really dad?
people have different ways of getting over things.
like me, for instance, i need activity.
&when i sit at home&don't do shit because i'm not allowed out
or have to work, i get fuckign depressed.
i like having people around me to keep me smiling&just have fun with.
"well then they can come over here"
WHAT THE FUCK?
havent you been listening to me?
i
fucking
hate
this
house.
I go to school everyday
go to the lindsay's after school&sit.
come home.
sit.
go to sleep.
wake up.
do the same thing over&over everyday.
then on weekends i get to work till 10 everynight, and my fucking curfue is 11.
what the fuck is that shit?
"my grades"
"my chores"
"work"
what about my fucking sanity?
i want to be happy all the time.
i want to get over shit.
i can't do it when i'm in a house surrounded by things that remind me of it.
i need to get out.