the slut

[i_drink_milk]

Hello. I know, it's been way too long, and a ton of stuff has happened since then, but I'm not going to tell it all. Um, a quick recap. I still like Jon, he still likes me, we're closer than ever. Mark has declared that he likes me and asked me out more than once, me turning him down twice, although it was incredibaly hard for me to do so. I've had quite a few doubts about whether I'd done the right thing, but my feelings for Jon always come out stronger in the end, so I'm confident now that I made the right choice. Me and Brittany are still good friends, and Ashley's turned into a bitch. Thats about covers it. Oh, and this weekend this slut named Jessica got Mark drunk and fucked him, while she was on her period, and then gave him a blow. Totally, totally, unforgivable and completely discusting. Marks pretty upset about it - he lost his virginity to that whore. I feel incredibaly bad for him - I mean, he was fucking raped. But yeah..so anyway, everyones been talking about that alot lately.

I'm definitely going to try and keep up with this thing - its good to keep track of your life like this, and plus, it really improves my writing skills. But I don't know if I'll be writing like every day like I used to - final exams are next week and I am SO stressed studying for them. Plus, I've got my piano practical exam to worry about, which I am having a hard time with. Anyway, I'll talk to you when I talk to you.

Leah