There is a difference between 'flirting' and overtly advertising sex...
I love how my titles very often have nothing to do with what my post is about. Anyway:
I think I've exhausted all my potentialities for fun until my mom gets home. Then she's going to instruct me on the ways of making chocolate bark... should be very yum, and hopefully not boring. I was thinking a few moments ago, and I realized that if Dan is graduating this summer (he's been attending school even in the summer to get his PhD faster), he's going to be in town. Most of his other friends will be gone, since it is summer, but I will not be, since I live here. Thus, we will probably be spending some time together, even if it is just going to see movies or meeting for coffee. This is a possibility that makes me a little bit happy, but also makes me feel more tired than I have felt in days. I'm not sure why.
I probably am doing what Anne warned me what I'm doing, and "growing out" of some of my friends. I try my best, but I just can't seem to get excited about overtly advertising sex (which is what passes as flirting when you're Ish), consuming copious amounts of booze (3/4 of WSU's idea of fun), and/or sophomoric humor (Donny and the rest). Maybe it's what Donny meant by saying, years ago, that I'm "just no fun." Sometimes, I've got to sit back, curl into myself and be serious for a while. If some of my friends don't understand that, fine. It's just that I need to figure out what I need, and sometimes, uncontrollable fits of giggling over something incredibly stupid is just not it.
I think I've exhausted all my potentialities for fun until my mom gets home. Then she's going to instruct me on the ways of making chocolate bark... should be very yum, and hopefully not boring. I was thinking a few moments ago, and I realized that if Dan is graduating this summer (he's been attending school even in the summer to get his PhD faster), he's going to be in town. Most of his other friends will be gone, since it is summer, but I will not be, since I live here. Thus, we will probably be spending some time together, even if it is just going to see movies or meeting for coffee. This is a possibility that makes me a little bit happy, but also makes me feel more tired than I have felt in days. I'm not sure why.
I probably am doing what Anne warned me what I'm doing, and "growing out" of some of my friends. I try my best, but I just can't seem to get excited about overtly advertising sex (which is what passes as flirting when you're Ish), consuming copious amounts of booze (3/4 of WSU's idea of fun), and/or sophomoric humor (Donny and the rest). Maybe it's what Donny meant by saying, years ago, that I'm "just no fun." Sometimes, I've got to sit back, curl into myself and be serious for a while. If some of my friends don't understand that, fine. It's just that I need to figure out what I need, and sometimes, uncontrollable fits of giggling over something incredibly stupid is just not it.