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i am miserable. no women has ever made me feel the way sergio leone makes me feel. i realized this a couple days ago and it kind freaked me out. and it's not just sergio leone, it's film. of course no film has yet to make me orgasm (some have come very close, though), but they give me a sort of happiness which actually lasts. i went to go see the godfather today at the loft and i could not stop smiling, and it was not a geek smile. it was a happy smile. i was so happy to be there, viewing this film. its unexplainable and i feel like an ass talking about it. point is i need to meet a women who loves cake and something other than french cinema. but then again i'd rather not meet that girl. my penis is pissed.