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I planned on using this post to de-construct & criticise my recent decisions but then I decided that would be a terrible idea considering my current state of inebriation.
Why did I do what I did? Because that is what I do, of course.
Was it a mistake? Probably. But I am far too stubborn to admit so now.
Am I a terrible person? Of course I am. That was the reasoning behind the decision in the first place.
Was I in love? I have no idea. That uncertainty was reason enough to justify my actions.
No. No. No. No. No. The right decision was made, do not question it. It would've ended badly. Because of me. That's what I do.
That's what I do.
Wait... I'm doing the thing I said I wouldn't! Fuck this mind of mine.