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Okay, yes, even my last post agrees. This is normal & you will get over it at some point. Just try not to freak out or fuck off anyone until it goes away. Especially don't (even though you already have) completely unload all of your crazy onto a person you were really getting on with but still don't know all that well. This is not the way to make new friends. I believe that may still be salvageable. She was comforting & understanding for a while, even in the face of you being relentlessly miserable, but of course there's only so much any one person can take. Apologise for being such a moody git & hopefully carry on as before. You're already feeling better after all.