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I wrore quite a long entry and then realised I was rather drunk. So I decided not to leave anything here that I might regret at a later date.
I had a ridiculous amount of fun tonight, met new people and drank new & interesting cocktails.
When I arrived home I realised I missed some people and loved some people that I would like to see more often.
I'm worried because I don't seem to want to do anything with my life. I just want to have fun, but that isn't a viable career option. Going to Uni was always a sham, I just needed to buy more time before deciding what I want to do. But that decision seems further away now than it ever did & it's becoming more of a struggle to acually maintain the level of work I need to even stay where I am.
My only aims in life are to have somewhere comfortable to live and to have good friends. I don't really see then need for anything else. But in the real world I need a job, and I guess having one that I enjoy would be a decent aim as well. But I really don't know what I would enjoy, as I've never really liked anything that seemed like work in the first place.
I don't have much to reach for and it feels like I can't really get motivated to do anything in life.
Pantaloons, bananas & chesse.
- My name sounds funny to my ears