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[i_die_alone]

Is it supposed to take this long? Is it supposed to hurt this much? Its been 2 months, and i havent even taken the first step in getting over him...I cant believe its been 3 months since ive seen him..it seems like 3 weeks. thats mad insane. and i dont know what to do. i hate how he's all i talk about, and i hate how he's all i feel, and he can

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I offer my condolences.

[taintedwatcher]

Kori, don't feel bad. It's been almost 5 on my end and it still hasn't gone away. U really cared about him, I daresay loved him, and now he's nothing than a memory, and some dude who im's u periodically. But I will give a story, to make u feel better. Maybe that will help. "There once was a Guru who decided to take a pilgrimage up a mountain. He brought along a friedn, and after hiking for a while, his stopped out of exhaustion. His friend told the guru to go on w/out him, but the guru looked down at his friend and told him these words "Nut up." Kori , the best thing u can do is grieve. Greive and pray. It's good to hold it in, and if u do it may cause to lash out at someone. I know exactly how u feel. It seems like everything in ur being longs to be w/ him, u would trade just about anything for an hour let's say of being in his company and putting ur arms around him. I understand believe I know u feel. But remember, life does not end in high school. No, life ends and real life beings when God says to u "Well Done, good and faithful servant" I hope I could offer some advice to ease ur mind. I'm kinda grounded right now, but if u need a shoulder to cry on, I'm always here for u. Sleep well, rest easy,

Z

P.S. I wanted to thank u for putting me in ur speech in Chapel. It meant a lot to me. But also remember, where I got that friendliness from. My Lord and Savior Jesus, so I really can't take the credit.