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http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=02_NLgATkv0&feature=related
Some days i think that i should remember that that is how i felt.. the pains of rejection...
you hardly ever held me and you wouldn't let me hold you as much as i would like (but then there maybe aren't enough hours in the day for that) you pushed me away so often...
More songnesses....
who would defend me
if you would not defend me
they do not know me
except for what you have told them
so why would they not tell you
that you do not desurve this
they only know the pain i gave to you
not the pain you gave to me
i am the accused with no defence
accused by the one i love
judged by those who do not know me
is any wonder that they tell you that
so who would defend me
if you would not defend me
Bits left over that i think don't fit right...
(did you tell them that i was not coming to see you this time
and how that made you feel
did you tell them that you've not been seen here since september)
you asked me if i remember that i broke up with you (you said dumped but i hate that word)
because sometimes i wonder if i really do as it is once more i that is doing all of the appologiseing ... maybe i appologised to much so that you never belived me but that doesn't mean i didn't mean it... but even for all those times i said i loved you to little response and i miss you to the same... one small sign that you wanted to try again, that you did still want me then i would have turned around and came back... i never went very far... my mind was made up? do you not know by now that my mind is never fully made up unchangeable untill the last posible momment when it can't be changed... I still love you, i still miss you that is the only certainty i have right now... i'm trying to reach you and i'm not yet ready to give up trying... altho i wonder if i ever do will you ever aknoledge that you hurt me to... will i ever be appologiseing with no fogivness?... i cannot be as is fairytales but i can try harder... but for now let us just see where being honest with each other will lead...
Some days i think that i should remember that that is how i felt.. the pains of rejection...
you hardly ever held me and you wouldn't let me hold you as much as i would like (but then there maybe aren't enough hours in the day for that) you pushed me away so often...
More songnesses....
who would defend me
if you would not defend me
they do not know me
except for what you have told them
so why would they not tell you
that you do not desurve this
they only know the pain i gave to you
not the pain you gave to me
i am the accused with no defence
accused by the one i love
judged by those who do not know me
is any wonder that they tell you that
so who would defend me
if you would not defend me
Bits left over that i think don't fit right...
(did you tell them that i was not coming to see you this time
and how that made you feel
did you tell them that you've not been seen here since september)
you asked me if i remember that i broke up with you (you said dumped but i hate that word)
because sometimes i wonder if i really do as it is once more i that is doing all of the appologiseing ... maybe i appologised to much so that you never belived me but that doesn't mean i didn't mean it... but even for all those times i said i loved you to little response and i miss you to the same... one small sign that you wanted to try again, that you did still want me then i would have turned around and came back... i never went very far... my mind was made up? do you not know by now that my mind is never fully made up unchangeable untill the last posible momment when it can't be changed... I still love you, i still miss you that is the only certainty i have right now... i'm trying to reach you and i'm not yet ready to give up trying... altho i wonder if i ever do will you ever aknoledge that you hurt me to... will i ever be appologiseing with no fogivness?... i cannot be as is fairytales but i can try harder... but for now let us just see where being honest with each other will lead...