you dont know what you got untill its gone....
this week was so crazy. it was so unreal and brought back so many memories. even though at times, i took it for granted - i know now that i shouldn't of. ok,wednesday-i woke up around 10ish and went to glassboro highschool with monique and stayed there till about 5ish setting up her classroom. it was fun. then after that i went home and got ready. then marc came and picked me up and we went to his house and kriss alex shawn and johnny were there. and they all smoked and at first i didnt want to so i didn't. but then i decided i wanted too. so we got more stuff. we were gonna go bowling but the place closed so we just ended up going to taco bell then back to marc's house.thursday - umm, me & courtney went to the cherry hill mall and bought a bunch of shit. i'm so excited for school now. lol. we were at the mall from about 1ish to like 6ish. then marc came and picked me up and we went to his house. kriss and alex was there and we all just hung out there all night. they didnt want to go to the park to watch the movie - gayy lol. but we watched grind - it was good. kriss had to go home so alex took her home and brittany and shawn came over too and then alex came back. then everyone left again and marc took me home around 12ish. today - ( friday ) its not over yet its only 6 :15 but it was pretty crazy already. i went to alex's house around 2 30ish with kriss and marc and we hung out there. and then shawn and britt came over lol. we all just hung out there till about 5 30ish. then shawn and brittany had to leave. so shawn and marc hugged each other goodbye - cause marc is leaving for college today. that was pretty sad. then alex left and marc took me and kriss home. i was crying on the way home - im so gay lol. then this fucking song came on and i cried really hard and changed it. then kriss got dropped off and marc took me home. i couldnt really talk on the way home so i stayed quiet. then we got to my house and we both got out and i gave him a huge hug and just cried. thats all i could do. and then i kissed him goodbye and he left. i was really upset. i didn't think it would hurt so bad but it did. when i got inside i cried some more and courtney came and talked to me about it then i called kriss. its so wierd having someone you care about leave for college. its just crazy. we weren't even together for that long, but it sure feels like it. lol. i seriously thought i would be fine with it - but it turns out it hurts more than i thought. but i'll be fine, and he'll be back eventaully and i'll move on. so yea.. that was my day so far - pretty sad but tonite i want to go out and just have fun with the girls. so yea - ill write back later