[Locked to Soren and Family]
I'm not sure what it I'm supposed to say but if you want to speak to me... Do it. Or does it makes sense if I say flat out say that I want to talk to whoever will speak to me? I'm not sure how to approach most of you or find you or if I should even trouble you.
I am not upset with you, Michael. What you said was true and I'm sorry the conversation ended the way it did. I wasn't listening well though maybe it's just better we try again? That is, if you're willing.
Lu, I'm not sure why you think I hate you. I'm not upset with you. I was a little...I don't know. You do that whole glare thing very well and I do worry that if someone was going to actively come at with a sword, it would be you. But I don't really think you'd come at me with a sword. And I'm sorry if our last conversation didn't go well. I seem to be completely inept at interacting with anyone. But then I'm not like you. I'm mostly a coward and I tend to beat a hasty retreat into apathetic shrugs when people suggest things. I am sorry though. I know I did a lot to upset you. I'm just not sure what you want me to do.
In general, I am not avoiding conversations. I am not very sure if I want to be yelled at though. At least, not for long. And if you want to punish me for wrong-doings, I'm open to discussing that. However, besides offering words, the occasional bouquet of flowers, and a lot of begging on my part, I'm not sure how long I'd like to suffer for leaving or what I could really give any of you.
And perhaps what happens between me and Soren feels a lot like everyone's business, but I'm not dating all of you. You are his family. I can accept that. You may not want me around. But...well...tough, really. Because I will be in whatever capacity I choose.
Only time can tell and show you that I will not be leaving the way I did before. Time is all I can offer you. I am working towards something like patience and understanding of how you rightfully feel but I wish that could be a mutual understanding.
If it can't be. If I'm utterly out of line and you want me to understand how much I've ruined your life or someone else's, then you can say so. Just don't expect much outside of polite reservation. And I'm sorry that I can't nod and accept harsh words. I just never have been able to. I don't handle confrontations well, but that's no reason why I can't be confronted.
And at some point, Soren, um...can we talk?
I am not upset with you, Michael. What you said was true and I'm sorry the conversation ended the way it did. I wasn't listening well though maybe it's just better we try again? That is, if you're willing.
Lu, I'm not sure why you think I hate you. I'm not upset with you. I was a little...I don't know. You do that whole glare thing very well and I do worry that if someone was going to actively come at with a sword, it would be you. But I don't really think you'd come at me with a sword. And I'm sorry if our last conversation didn't go well. I seem to be completely inept at interacting with anyone. But then I'm not like you. I'm mostly a coward and I tend to beat a hasty retreat into apathetic shrugs when people suggest things. I am sorry though. I know I did a lot to upset you. I'm just not sure what you want me to do.
In general, I am not avoiding conversations. I am not very sure if I want to be yelled at though. At least, not for long. And if you want to punish me for wrong-doings, I'm open to discussing that. However, besides offering words, the occasional bouquet of flowers, and a lot of begging on my part, I'm not sure how long I'd like to suffer for leaving or what I could really give any of you.
And perhaps what happens between me and Soren feels a lot like everyone's business, but I'm not dating all of you. You are his family. I can accept that. You may not want me around. But...well...tough, really. Because I will be in whatever capacity I choose.
Only time can tell and show you that I will not be leaving the way I did before. Time is all I can offer you. I am working towards something like patience and understanding of how you rightfully feel but I wish that could be a mutual understanding.
If it can't be. If I'm utterly out of line and you want me to understand how much I've ruined your life or someone else's, then you can say so. Just don't expect much outside of polite reservation. And I'm sorry that I can't nod and accept harsh words. I just never have been able to. I don't handle confrontations well, but that's no reason why I can't be confronted.
And at some point, Soren, um...can we talk?