my new philosophy.
currently, my expectations for everything are set up here.
they need to be set down here.
i'm never going to get anything i want.
i didn't get a B on my word paper.
i probably didn't even get a 30 on the ACT.
i'm really sucking it up in physics and college algebra.
i'm sure i didn't get mistress mary in all city. (just like i didn't get fastrada when i thought i would.)
i need to stop expecting good things.
they will never come.
life really sucks, a whole fucking lot.
i can at least expect summer. i can count on that to occur.
the anticipations got me glued.