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[i_cry_instead]

i think i need to set my priorities straight.
i need a rude awakening or something.
nothing seems to do it.

i just always think that i want to be done with high school.
and then i realized that i will feel tiny after i leave that institution.
i pretend like i'm so sick of the familiar,
but really, i like to stick to the familiar.

"..if he bores me, then i'm comfortable.
if he interests me, i'm scared..."

i don't know what to do and i'm so sick and uncomfortable and scared!