i can't believe my bones when they say so many things.

[i_cry_instead]

i feel like being morbid&morose in everyones' faces.
and shooting everyone down when the try to cheer me up.
and bringing other people down with me.
and moping. moping forever&ever or to my heart's content. (which ever comes first.)
and making friends out of spite.
and losing more for the same reason.
and eating. eating forever&ever or until i feel like i'm going to vomit. (which ever comes first.)

but don't worry, guys.
i won't do any of it.
at least, i'll try not to.

no one reads this shit anyway.