typical.
what does one do on livejournal?
one whines. the lj is an environment for bitching and complaining.
observe:
i don't know if i can take even three more days of school before spring break.
school is so ridiculously stressful and overwhelming right now.
i feel so behind and inadequate as compared to my peers.
and to quell my fear of failing, i tell myself i'm going to work like no other in order to catch up and gain actual understanding of the concepts going on in my two most difficult classes.
but chances are, without someone forcing me to do so, it will not happen.
so please, by all means, anyone who cares:
make me do shit, that is, academic shit next week.
i want my fourth quarter grades to be significantly better than they were for third quarter.
as for now, i don't know what i'm going to do.
fail a chem test, as usual.
keep remaining rather quiet in the u.s. history review.
continue having the feeling of utter inadequacy.
the only thing that is absolutely 100% sweet&solid right now is my relationship with my amazing boyfriend.
i love him. and feel the need to end on that so this wasn't a completely pessimistic piece of......
one whines. the lj is an environment for bitching and complaining.
observe:
i don't know if i can take even three more days of school before spring break.
school is so ridiculously stressful and overwhelming right now.
i feel so behind and inadequate as compared to my peers.
and to quell my fear of failing, i tell myself i'm going to work like no other in order to catch up and gain actual understanding of the concepts going on in my two most difficult classes.
but chances are, without someone forcing me to do so, it will not happen.
so please, by all means, anyone who cares:
make me do shit, that is, academic shit next week.
i want my fourth quarter grades to be significantly better than they were for third quarter.
as for now, i don't know what i'm going to do.
fail a chem test, as usual.
keep remaining rather quiet in the u.s. history review.
continue having the feeling of utter inadequacy.
the only thing that is absolutely 100% sweet&solid right now is my relationship with my amazing boyfriend.
i love him. and feel the need to end on that so this wasn't a completely pessimistic piece of......