Aug 03, 2004 21:28
life still sucks ass. I am so confused on who i love. Well anyways, love fuckin sucks because it blinds you so you cant see. That is basically the position i am in. Other than that i think that my life is ok. I have been feeling extremly sick latley but thats probably because of me tryin to get off cigarettes (its very hard) but i am doin it! I havent had one in 1 week. I think thats pretty good for someone who gets addicted to things very easily and is trying to get off somthing but ok whatever.
Summer school is still the same boring shit. Everyone there is ok, i guess. Every morning i wake up and i feel like im about to throw up everything in my body. I can hardly eat anymore, i feel as if i will just die. I dont know whether its the quitting the cigs or if im actually getting sick.
My social life hasnt been very exciting either, i havent seen Tara in soo long and i miss her soo much. And my Kaitie is gone in Washington and nothing is the same without her! My socail life is effecting my love life and i dont think I will be having another boyfriend for a very long time because noone seems to like me.
Whatever-