i have the best baby ever.
i made it through the first seven days... ben is officially one week old!
honestly, i thought this would be harder. i'm guessing my age and my already crazy sleeping patterns are helping me out a lot... i feel fine. i'm a little more tired than normal.. but then again here i am updating my livejournal instead of sleeping. i guess it can't be that bad.
i'm anxious to go home! i miss my apartment and my kitties! levi says they're getting really lonely.. they follow him everywhere when he's there. i was planning on going there today, but levi sounds like he's got plans for the night, so i guess i'll just stay one more night and me and ben will hang out with my mom. she's all sad cause i'm talking about going home. we can't stay here forever, though. and i feel really bad for levi.. he's kinda sad about having to drive around to see his son. i almost feel like i'm keeping them apart, but this is what worked for me at first.. that's respectable, isn't it?
i want ben to wake up! i want to give him a bath... mmm i love fresh-out-of-the-bath baby smells... they're the best.
my brother told me yesterday that 'he realized i was going to be a cool mom.' i asked him why and he said 'because you'll still be young. ben will be 16 and you'll be 35.' he has a point about me being young.. my mom was 34 when she had me! i just hope he's right about me being cool. i'm not cool now though, so why would that change? lol.. okay i'm gay.. bye!
honestly, i thought this would be harder. i'm guessing my age and my already crazy sleeping patterns are helping me out a lot... i feel fine. i'm a little more tired than normal.. but then again here i am updating my livejournal instead of sleeping. i guess it can't be that bad.
i'm anxious to go home! i miss my apartment and my kitties! levi says they're getting really lonely.. they follow him everywhere when he's there. i was planning on going there today, but levi sounds like he's got plans for the night, so i guess i'll just stay one more night and me and ben will hang out with my mom. she's all sad cause i'm talking about going home. we can't stay here forever, though. and i feel really bad for levi.. he's kinda sad about having to drive around to see his son. i almost feel like i'm keeping them apart, but this is what worked for me at first.. that's respectable, isn't it?
i want ben to wake up! i want to give him a bath... mmm i love fresh-out-of-the-bath baby smells... they're the best.
my brother told me yesterday that 'he realized i was going to be a cool mom.' i asked him why and he said 'because you'll still be young. ben will be 16 and you'll be 35.' he has a point about me being young.. my mom was 34 when she had me! i just hope he's right about me being cool. i'm not cool now though, so why would that change? lol.. okay i'm gay.. bye!