Support
So I was just thinking about why I was a little sad today that none of my friends (outside of choir ones) came to see my concert today. I think its because I feel like they don't support me in my extra curricular endeavors.
Like I am in the performing arts to show that i'm not shy about anything and have people really see me having fun doing whatever the hell I can but when the people you want to show that you can kick back and relax aren't there it kind of makes you sad.
It makes me feel a little like I'm doing it alone. Which of course used to, but it also makes me feel like no one gives a shit. It's like yes performing arts aren't the biggest thing in my life but like I'd support any of my friends by going to their performances.
I do that for my brother and for my HS friends but I guess in college people just don't have time or money for that.
Like I am in the performing arts to show that i'm not shy about anything and have people really see me having fun doing whatever the hell I can but when the people you want to show that you can kick back and relax aren't there it kind of makes you sad.
It makes me feel a little like I'm doing it alone. Which of course used to, but it also makes me feel like no one gives a shit. It's like yes performing arts aren't the biggest thing in my life but like I'd support any of my friends by going to their performances.
I do that for my brother and for my HS friends but I guess in college people just don't have time or money for that.