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Kris is in louisville, he got here about an hour ago. I hopefully get to see him tonight at some point.
I've been in a terrible mood the past few days..due to lack of sleep, heavy stress, & i'm just flat out irritable. I went to work at 11 & worked until close. my feet are sore & i'm exhausted from dealing with people all day.
I think i've kind of developed a paranoia where i feel like everyone is looking at me & thinking about how unattractive i am. at first i was like "why am i being so stressed out about how i look, i never care" i've never cared about how i look, but lately- i've been really concerned about it & i don't know why. but it actually is effecting me badly.. when im with my friends its harder to have fun because of it.. i really think something is wrong with me, it's also making me not want to go out & do things. gaaaaah.
i got into an accident yesterday- i wasn't driving or anything, but it was scary & im a bit sore.
okay. well i'm going to go call kris & then get ready or whatever.
I've been in a terrible mood the past few days..due to lack of sleep, heavy stress, & i'm just flat out irritable. I went to work at 11 & worked until close. my feet are sore & i'm exhausted from dealing with people all day.
I think i've kind of developed a paranoia where i feel like everyone is looking at me & thinking about how unattractive i am. at first i was like "why am i being so stressed out about how i look, i never care" i've never cared about how i look, but lately- i've been really concerned about it & i don't know why. but it actually is effecting me badly.. when im with my friends its harder to have fun because of it.. i really think something is wrong with me, it's also making me not want to go out & do things. gaaaaah.
i got into an accident yesterday- i wasn't driving or anything, but it was scary & im a bit sore.
okay. well i'm going to go call kris & then get ready or whatever.