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My birthday is in 3 days and the only people (who aren't family) who have really showed me that they gave a damn about it are bren, seth & kris.
i stopped calling people to see if they could hang out, just to see if they would call me. and they haven't. and i'm hurt. i feel like i'm losing my friends, and it fucking hurts.
so for my birthday, im goin to breakfast with my mom & sister, taking the test to get my permit & going to huber's (or something of that nature) with bren and seth. i decided to not have a party because i don't feel like hostessing to a bunch of people who forget about me.
yea i'm being a baby & immature but i don't care. im freakin sad and my feelings are hurt for a very good reason.
i was gonna go hang out w/ b & s today, but i'm not anymore. gr, im in a rotton mood.
i stopped calling people to see if they could hang out, just to see if they would call me. and they haven't. and i'm hurt. i feel like i'm losing my friends, and it fucking hurts.
so for my birthday, im goin to breakfast with my mom & sister, taking the test to get my permit & going to huber's (or something of that nature) with bren and seth. i decided to not have a party because i don't feel like hostessing to a bunch of people who forget about me.
yea i'm being a baby & immature but i don't care. im freakin sad and my feelings are hurt for a very good reason.
i was gonna go hang out w/ b & s today, but i'm not anymore. gr, im in a rotton mood.