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i'm so fucking scared.
alee you're one of the only two people who knows why, other than my friend that was there.
but i don't think you really understand.
and it seems like if i find out i do have reason to be so scared, and worse comes to worse you will hold it against me anmd say that if i loved you it wouldnt have happened.
i only use this journal when i really want to say something to you and can't get ahold of you. that's a little pathetic, and to my other friends, sry for wasting your time.
but i think by now you're the only one that reads my entries.
i love you too much, i really really hope everything is okay, and both of us get better.
alee you're one of the only two people who knows why, other than my friend that was there.
but i don't think you really understand.
and it seems like if i find out i do have reason to be so scared, and worse comes to worse you will hold it against me anmd say that if i loved you it wouldnt have happened.
i only use this journal when i really want to say something to you and can't get ahold of you. that's a little pathetic, and to my other friends, sry for wasting your time.
but i think by now you're the only one that reads my entries.
i love you too much, i really really hope everything is okay, and both of us get better.