hang for your hollow ways
relationships are so hard. so hard. what the hell are you supposed to do when things all of a sudden feel different, as in the other person seems less enthusiastic and is obviously losing interest fast. what the hell are you supposed to do? esp when you love them so freaking much. how can you change? is that really possible? how can you bring things back to that blissful point. how can you become interesting again? I feel so sad, so sick, so afraid that my fears are starting to become true. I know it's my fault for many different reasons. I dont want to lose him, I dont want to even think about it. life is so shitty sometimes. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you x 30000000000