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I really would like this to be my last summer in AZ. But I doubt that will happen. I at least get to go home for a week in July, some moderate relief. Its hard to have wanderlust and be kept tied to one place. I hate growing up, having a job that I need to make long-term, feeling rushed into settling down. I'm just going through the inevitable. Sometimes I think I'm a little too far ahead of myself, when I realize the majority of my friends are between 27 - 40 and I think I should apply their standards and goals as mine - does that make sense? I'm young still, so I shouldn't be so burdened. Something like that. But I do feel better, with a good job (amazing how doing something worthwhile can increase your self-esteem) and new acquaintances. Things aren't so bad.