Le Sigh!
Well, it's been a very eventful weekend x.x and it seems the week is just about to get better! My family is falling apart; mom and dad are fighting 24/7 now (not even exaggerating on that one, sadly), my sister's friend/ my friend turned in my mom for child abuse (not saying their name cause it's not their fault. THE ACCUSATIONS ARE FALSE BTW), everyone keeps asking me what's happening at my house and i told one of them to fuck off today(she's one of my friends so i feel bad for that), Bekka keeps asking me about college and what i think.. I can only think to tell her to look for what's best for her. She insists on the college her parents went to (which doesn't seem the best choice). But whatever she needs, i hope she does it. I'm going to miss my friends.. well, friend. Er... well, i'm not exactly sure i have friends anymore. They've seemed to have lost time for me, or have i lost time for them? I'm not sure but... for some reason i'm not worried. I'm not going to be in this town for much longer anyway. All i can hope for is that they won't be clinging to me :( Cause i really really don't want to hurt them. we may not have been associating much lately but i love them still and i don't want to hurt them.