It has been awhile.
I have been tattooing more then ever now. I am looking for fresh skin to color. I still need much practice but can handle most art. I have been writing and drawing a lot lately.
I had good thoughts about Lenny's dad he was about to pass away but I had a strong feeling he would be OK. I never thought he was gone. I had faith.
My father never had a chance I guess he was here one day gone the nest. Yeah it's hard but life goes on. I could not go to the Hospital to see Lenny's dad cause my dads passing is so fresh in my mind I never wanted to see it again. I know People will not be here forever but to lose loved ones so close together is not something I really can handle.
The prayers paid off, thanks God.
I do not understand people that can not except a God people who have no faith or believe in nothing that just doesn't make sense to me. I do not judge these people I just have no understanding of their belief system. I pray for them too.
Anyway In other news I never wanna be friends with any x girl friend again it is a pointless task and no one has anything to gain from a venture that bullshit. I hate drama and that is all an X really is a big ball of Drama. No need to stress on that. I know one day I will finally find a woman that is grown up an not have some kind of fucked up issues. I see people that are in relationships and some are happy others should just break up or some are just together cause they do not think they can make it without their love. I have something to say to these couples Grow up and grow some balls and do your own thing stop living in fear or whatever. You might die tomorrow and never know what might have been had you not gotten stuck in the drama filled relationships.
I spoke to Leah my X from a long time ago since what I felt with her was really true love I did make an exception to my own rule. She is my friend and that is fine with me considering I will most likely never chill or see her again cause she lives in Philly. It's just good to finally talk to her.
I stretched out my ears to a 0 gauge and have a new eye brow ring in. I had some old tattoos touched up my bro hooked it up nicely. Other then that I'm good and have no further info.
I had good thoughts about Lenny's dad he was about to pass away but I had a strong feeling he would be OK. I never thought he was gone. I had faith.
My father never had a chance I guess he was here one day gone the nest. Yeah it's hard but life goes on. I could not go to the Hospital to see Lenny's dad cause my dads passing is so fresh in my mind I never wanted to see it again. I know People will not be here forever but to lose loved ones so close together is not something I really can handle.
The prayers paid off, thanks God.
I do not understand people that can not except a God people who have no faith or believe in nothing that just doesn't make sense to me. I do not judge these people I just have no understanding of their belief system. I pray for them too.
Anyway In other news I never wanna be friends with any x girl friend again it is a pointless task and no one has anything to gain from a venture that bullshit. I hate drama and that is all an X really is a big ball of Drama. No need to stress on that. I know one day I will finally find a woman that is grown up an not have some kind of fucked up issues. I see people that are in relationships and some are happy others should just break up or some are just together cause they do not think they can make it without their love. I have something to say to these couples Grow up and grow some balls and do your own thing stop living in fear or whatever. You might die tomorrow and never know what might have been had you not gotten stuck in the drama filled relationships.
I spoke to Leah my X from a long time ago since what I felt with her was really true love I did make an exception to my own rule. She is my friend and that is fine with me considering I will most likely never chill or see her again cause she lives in Philly. It's just good to finally talk to her.
I stretched out my ears to a 0 gauge and have a new eye brow ring in. I had some old tattoos touched up my bro hooked it up nicely. Other then that I'm good and have no further info.