this house, it holds nothing but the memories, and the moon, it bleeds silver...
yesterday was fun. i was all upset no one called me, then i got home and found my phone. it made me feel silly. silly kelcie!
i got to hang out with mike [brandon was there too...of course...but at least it was diffused by another person!] and we smoked pot. mike is so much fun! i always imagined him to be this wise peaceful dude. turns out he's more like us than i imagined. all night i kept telling them about my past. after a while [once they'd heard my whole life story] mike gave me a hug. they said that's why i'm so different than most everyone here. i had a totally different upbringing. nearly all my memories were sad. i didnt even really realize. my mom yelling at me. moving around from home to home. not getting along with my stepdad. etc. they said that they couldn't really remember their chidhoods and that the memories they did have were good ones. i was jealous. i actually had to think to remember some good family memories. but it's ok now. i have good friends. i have new memories. i'm making up for lost time. it does suck to be the "troubled" one. then all night they kept calling me a genius. they think i'm a genius. seriously. it's cute. i don't think i'm smarter than anyone else, but i keep hearing it. i guess i should just take the compliment and not question it. it's flattering.
carly, you were in my dreamlast night. it was weird. i'll tell you all about it today! mark was there too. it was creepy but funy i think. you'll be pleased.
i like my hair. i trimmed it up a little the other day and i think it's really cute. i like it because it's too short to be cliche and scene, but it's emo enough for me to pull it off. yay for kelcie's hair.
i'm naked right now and the breeze feels awesome. i bet you're jealous like jelly!
ps
i want to learn how to play the guitar. brandon tried to teach me but he's not a very good teacher. if anyone wants to help me out let me know!
i got to hang out with mike [brandon was there too...of course...but at least it was diffused by another person!] and we smoked pot. mike is so much fun! i always imagined him to be this wise peaceful dude. turns out he's more like us than i imagined. all night i kept telling them about my past. after a while [once they'd heard my whole life story] mike gave me a hug. they said that's why i'm so different than most everyone here. i had a totally different upbringing. nearly all my memories were sad. i didnt even really realize. my mom yelling at me. moving around from home to home. not getting along with my stepdad. etc. they said that they couldn't really remember their chidhoods and that the memories they did have were good ones. i was jealous. i actually had to think to remember some good family memories. but it's ok now. i have good friends. i have new memories. i'm making up for lost time. it does suck to be the "troubled" one. then all night they kept calling me a genius. they think i'm a genius. seriously. it's cute. i don't think i'm smarter than anyone else, but i keep hearing it. i guess i should just take the compliment and not question it. it's flattering.
carly, you were in my dreamlast night. it was weird. i'll tell you all about it today! mark was there too. it was creepy but funy i think. you'll be pleased.
i like my hair. i trimmed it up a little the other day and i think it's really cute. i like it because it's too short to be cliche and scene, but it's emo enough for me to pull it off. yay for kelcie's hair.
i'm naked right now and the breeze feels awesome. i bet you're jealous like jelly!
ps
i want to learn how to play the guitar. brandon tried to teach me but he's not a very good teacher. if anyone wants to help me out let me know!